In the last two weeks, I’ve been given 5 new things to do at work in addition to the 3 things I do. I’m happy for more work because what I was doing wasn’t filling up my day. I just feel like all of it is coming at once. I get trained on one thing, here’s another and another. Then I hear today that there might be another thing. The girl who was training me left until the middle of june for surgery.
My OCD is going crazy at work because all of this stuff is sitting on my desk. I almost had a panic attack at the gym last night.
AND MY HEAD. MY HEAD. It hurts. Migraine from fucking hell. I want to cry but that makes it hurt more. I just want to sleep and not leave the house. EVER. Every time I eat my stomach has a revolt and the food tries to escape. I called to make an appointment with my doctor but her next available isn’t until JULY. Fuck.